fantasy hockey is motherfucking time consuming. AND i forgot to change my lineup last night so when White AND Bertuzzi scored…it didn’t help me out because they were both BENCHED. still mad ok. whatev I have Weber and Datsyuk.
I don’t see Dean as a forever!bottom. (AND GUYS I DON’T LIKE THE POPULAR OPINION THAT DEAN’S BI. HE’S FOR SURE SAMSEXUAL.) He’s an alpha male, an older brother, so of course he’d top sometimes. However, I think Dean as a bottom aligns most exactly with the remaining facets of his personality.
#Loss of interest in daily activities. No interest in former hobbies, pastimes, social activities, or sex. You’ve lost your ability to feel joy and pleasure. #this is the most disinterested porn-watching i’ve ever seen. it only furthered the notion that dean’s depression is becoming worse than ever rather than make me laugh
I agree. The thing that killed me about this scene is that it was dawn, Dean was awake and was DRUNK…really drunk, he was watching porn and looked like he didn’t give a damn about it.
He is beyond depressed or numb. He is so broken that he doesn’t even see the point in trying to put things together, to pretend. It’s heartbreaking for me to see that.
Pumpkin Pie Milkshakes
To make a single milkshake blend together 1 slice of pumpkin pie, 2 cups vanilla ice cream and 1 to 1 1/2 cups milk. If you are making multiple milkshakes at once simply double or triple this recipe to suit your guest list. [x]
“Don’t you dare look down your nose at me. You’re no better than I am.”
TW: mentions of sexual abuse
This right here just breaks my heart. Dean threw all sorts of nasty insults at her, called her a monster, a bitch, threatened to kill her on numerous occasions, and she would just smile, say something that shut him up instantly, then walk off oozing swag. But then Dean says this and you can just tell it gets her because of how absolutely wrong he is but it’s still too close. There is no smirk or playfulness in her retort.
Ugh, looking back on this is so depressingly horrifying. .___. I REALLY wish they’d gone more into Dean and Sam learning about why she made that deal with the devil, about how though Dean loved his Dad— flawed as he was— and how his dad loved him, there were complete broken homes and I feel that Bela and Dean are so very much alike except Bela came from a more direct abusive family life with no love where while Dean’s wasn’t exactly healthy, they still loved each other.
Essentially I just really really wanted Dean to find out and apologize for this, even though it was probably something he would’ve forgotten about because he had no idea he was triggering her. I wish it would’ve been one of those moments where they could see that they did have it good compared to some people, in some parts, and that not everything is black and white— I know this show is basically one giant gray area, but dammit, why not explore this one a bit more so the brothers see it too?
I have a lot of Bela feelings.